Most recent update: 04 July 2025.

The experiment is over. 305 days outside and no closer to being free.

What I shared was real to me, even if it didn’t last. I understand that not every connection is meant to stay. It is just confusing.

Blocked him again—not to stop his view, but to stop my hope. I needed empathy. Strangers gave more than he ever did.

We are similar, but I crave answers to make sense of my mind. He just accepts. I need why and how. He lives in the here and now.

God protects me even when I fight against Him.

I am not calm inside, but people think I am calm. It is not a persona. It is just me—unfiltered, mismatched, and real in the moment.

Walmart ignored my concerns, offered a hollow response, and still no hand baskets. When service breaks down, trust does too.